The End...

Friday, April 23, 2010' 9:36 AM

Hey...
its not that i
dont dare to say
and look so care free
cause wad i believe is
that wads done is done
and wads over is over
nth will change ...
there are more things
for me to care about and more
things for me to worry about,
i have a mum who is sick
who is now having a stomach cancer
i have a person waiting for me
close by me....... i have my family members
worrying about me....and here i am
trying to not let them worry....
and all u write and say was looking carefree
please...
i nvr wanted to have a broken
family ... wad i can chose meh?
i dont need all of u to
pity me... say i always emo...
really... i am tired of all this...

For Sheralin...
the last thing i wan to say is...
i know is my fault... even if u wanted to
push the blame to me, i have nothing to say bout it
but why do u have to lie?
if u think that wad u have done
is worth it... then i have nth to say

And for the one i hurt most...
i rather u mistook me now...and be happier for
another day then trying to explain to u that all this was
a misunderstanding...but of course i was at
fault too... i just hope to see that smile on ur face
every single day and that would make me feel
better...

Lastly...
my friends , i love you :)
thanks for all the things
u have done.... is not
as if i am going to die or wad
but thanks... :)

When everything comes to an end,
there will be new beginning