Thursday, July 29, 2010' 4:23 AM
haiz...
yesterday quarrel
with my mum...actually
is my mum scold me la...
but i never say a thing...
haiz....
all i wanted is your love
and support... but all u scold me
is that i dont need to study... then
confirm will go ITE... haiz...
i guess it doesn't matter anymore
every time i look out from my window
i feel like jumping... but i just cant do it...
haiz... i guess maybe someday
i will just jump...
one day...
Was i curse not to be loved?
why...?
here's a song...
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
[Chorus]
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant, It Makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, Don't you let it pass you by
[Chorus]
Monday, July 26, 2010' 6:01 AM
Recently
feel like wanting
to slash even more...
nth really happened but
like getting addicted
hahas... i wonder
why...
Feeling so empty... haiz....
Saturday, July 17, 2010' 8:25 AM
Went
out today with
pri school friends
... went to arena :P
my first time?
-.-
den played played
then went back my home here
played basketball after that
go home... thanks everyone today
i had alot of fun!!
thanks
Waiting for you...
Wednesday, July 14, 2010' 6:03 AM
Sometimes
i just get so sick of life
people puts high hopes on me
but i just don't see wad so
good i am?
sometimes
things that i wan to forget
will always end up come crashing
back into me.... why?
such pain....
sometimes
i feel so dead inside me
as i wonder wad am i studying for?
future? life? me?
since we are going to die
mind as well just relax...
wads all the tension for?
Sometimes... perhaps...
Monday, July 12, 2010' 3:14 AM
Just reached
home... den vomited...
dont know why....
suddenly very sad...
emo....
dont know why...
I love you...
Saturday, July 10, 2010' 4:10 AM
Hmm...
suddenly got the urge to post...
O levels coming...
but i just don't have the motivation
to like go study for o's....
maybe is because i gotta feeling that
i not going to live long... hahas
anyways... just don't have the urgency
to study for o's...
just finish reading mei's
post....
haiz.... this girl har....
hope she will stop slashing herself...
hope she will stop thinking about her ex...
hope she will get better...
hope that when she see this post she will do wad i wish she
wont do.....
hmm...
just hope something will happen
so i will like have the motivation to do o's
i wonder if i am REALLY going to die early...
die better.... everything end...
no problem....
Sometimes you don't have to find trouble,
cause trouble always knocks on your door.....
Sunday, July 4, 2010' 1:53 AM
Finally
com is fixed....
as though my life just came
back to life!!!
hahas
Woohoo!! its back
